the high life (:

2009-01-29T13:29:00.003+08:00

I have decided to move. I'll still keep this one for memory sakes, might even blog here from time to time. SO.. here it is.

oddball

2009-01-25T01:11:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I just feel like I'm the oddball, someone who doesn't seem to fit anywhere.
Damn these fucking insecurities.

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Well, with that said, I shall continue to recall my past week.

So far, it can be considered a fairly eventful week. Met up with TOOT and Angie on monday for Pepper Lunch and some friggin' awesome Guitar Heroes. I SO SO SO NEED TO GET THAT GAME! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT! :D Had a little outing with my dad and sister to the huge Giant and Ikea at Tampines. Somehow we managed to spend 4 hours there. Oh and I had the really nice prawn noodles near kovan. Killed time on Thursday and Friday by doing housework.

Today, Saturday, was the MOST eventful day of the week. Had the supposed class gathering with a small turn up of 4. Haha. So much for a class gathering. It was basically down to me, JingXuan, Gomez and Shannon. Had Soup Spoon for lunch which was oh-so-yummy. JingXuan and Shannon abandoned us later ): So, Gomez and I went to HMV to kill some time before Kangs belated birthday dinner. Haha. Amazingly, we spend about 2.5 hours there. Helped him pick out some headphones (which I now wished I bought it for myself) and introduced him to new music. Haha! It was a pretty interesting sight looking at him grooving to the music. Stupid Gomez kept trying to tempt me with food and I kept seeing Strawberry Shortcakes which I deeply crave for.... I need to satisfy it. Sighh. Met up with Nehneh, stole his cap (which I really like) and walked around town with the 2 of them. Walking around with 2 bald guys is actually pretty fun. Ate at Din Tai Fung, didn't get to eat my Xiao Long Bao ): Very sad but seeing Sheila again made me happier! (: Walked around a little and came back home like a good little girl.

Too bad I don't have pictures to put up. Would make me feel better about my day.

music of the day: In the Ayer by Flo-Rida (GOMEZ STYLE!)

2009-01-23T12:25:00.003+08:00

I'm bored, so I blog and that is why you seen an entry here today. It's Friday and I'm stuck at home because I'm on "cleaning the floor" duty today which SUCKS because it's FRIDAY and people are going out. BOO ): Worst thing is I STILL DON'T HAVE A DAMN JOB which is costing me my allowance. I'm restricting myself on how many days I can actually have some freedom. 3 days MAX! Sucks ass. So.. life sucks as usual.

I've basically been doing my usual blog hopping, facebook stalking, reading and watching 90210. Life is boring at home when there's practically no one to talk to. Been thinking of re-vamping my room but its impossible because of those darn built in wardrobes.

I'm BORED ): Can't wait for tmr. I'm definitely gonna go out.

to be happy now: copeland

2009-01-12T13:39:00.003+08:00

I'm all alone at home, shit bored so I decided to do some lame shitzz to pass some time (:

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Rainbow: Fefe Dobson

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY?
Goodnight Goodnight: Hot Hot Heat

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Talk Show On Mute: Incubus

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Let It Roll: Train (Exactly how I feel!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Gone: Ben Folds

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Silent Sea: KT Tunstall (Am I THAT quiet?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Time After Time: Quietdrive (Sounds naggy..)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
You Make Me Wanna: Blue (uhh?)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Crazy Little Thing Called Love: Elvis Presley (double dates? haha!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Beautiful Love: The Afters (YES! :D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Why Does It Always Rain On Me: Travis ( THAT IS SO SAD! )

WHAT DOES THE PERSON YOU LIKE THINK OF YOU?
Constellations: Jack Johnson

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I'm About To Come Alive: Train

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Crazy Mary: FM Static (??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dance With Me Tonight: Music & Lyrics Soundtrack (AWESOME!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Banana Pancakes: Jack Johnson ( I'm FOOD?! WTH)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Never Can Say Goodbye: The Jackson Five ( SO SWEET :D)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Real Emotions: Los Lonely Boys

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Wind It Up: Gwen Stefanie ( THAT SOUNDS BAD!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Filmstar: Suede ( You all should be bloody honoured! haha!)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Bad Day: Daniel Powter (sad..)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Exo-politices: Muse (HUH??)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Time Turn Fragile: Motion City Soundtrack (OLD AGE! phew..)

WHO IS YOUR NEMESIS?
Dangerous and Sweet: Lenka

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
This Is My Life: Fefe Dobson (my life.. that SUCKS!)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Biggest Mistake: Melee

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
In Love With A Girl: Gavin Degraw (OMGG..)

WHAT DO YOU TRULY WANT?
Counting Airplanes: Train ( I have NOOO life..)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Last Call: Plain White T's

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Crazy: Aerosmith

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Bulls In Brooklyn: The Academy Is.. (I'm such a cow.)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
The Luckiest: Ben Folds

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
37mm: AFI

WHAT DO YOU THINK HEAVEN IS LIKE?
Whipping Boy: Train

WHAT DO YOU PREDICT IN THE NEAR FUTURE?
Collide: Dishwalla (Meteor Collision! How apt!)

WERE YOU A GOOD STUDENT?
On Top Of The World: Boys Like Girls (YES?)

WHAT WILL NEVER CHANGE?
Where Did My Baby Go: John Legend

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Love Is Hard: James Morrison

2009-01-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

Hello peoplezzzz :D I just had a excellent weekend which is going to be the drive of the next few mundane days (except tmr evening).

Had bible study at TOOT's place and we were happily eating chocolates from LA/Seattle brought by eug. Played some silly game called WetHead after that! lols.. Thank goodness I didn't get wet at all. Oh I also had super yummylicious Beef Noodle made by Aunty Mei Ling :D hurrr stayed over at her places too and we talked till 3am? Awesome time catching up, watching Chuck and Spongebob, ATTEMPTING to watch Marley and Me and Bring It On, stalking people on Facebook.

Sat was awesome too cause I went home for 2hrs and went out again to meet TOOT and Kexin for a "surprised" birthday dinner for TOOT. Haha. Stupid ME spoilt the surprise. Ate at Cedele which had the super dillicous sandwiches but the chicken was a little dry. Shopped for an organizer and I got a pretty good one. Later, we had a very very VERY impromptu decision to stayover at Kexin's place. Played Wii!!! :D :D Omg Raving Rabbits(?) is so FUNNNN but my arms ache like SHITTTTT now. We dressed up in Kexin's uniform being RJC posers, cam-whoring, stayed up late as usual..

Oh. I think I'm rather stalker-ish.. hahaha. I've been stalking a hell lot of people. Please excuse this really bored person.

Only down side to my weekend was that Money is flying awayyy~ damnit.. 50 bucks just flew in the matter of 2 days. Shit shit shit shit..
Public transport is so bloody expensive
I have to spend more money tmr
I still have not bought new year clothes ):
I have yet to go to the bank. Damn..
I SOOOO need to RUN! damn fat please..
I'M IN DEBT! BIGGEST BOO!

Ack, for now I'll just ignore these insignificant(YEAH RIGHT) problems and think about the wonderful dinner and dessert I just had. Baked Bread and Butter Pudding just now. AWESOMEE :D LOV YA'LL PEACE!

2009-01-09T14:43:00.002+08:00

Here I am, wasting away my time at home catching up on 90210 :D Awesome show. I think Ethan Ward is so awesome! The cutest, geekiest, dorky jock (: Loved him in There's No Place Like Homecoming. HAHA :D I think i re-played the part where he sort off asks Annie to homecoming about 10 times.

Anywya, Cheryl FINALLY has a job BUT it isn't exactly the best job? Now I kinda regret accepting it but I can't do anything now since I'm under a contract for 3 months. I'm am a Tuition Coordinator :D It sounds so cool but it definitely isn't. So.. FRIENDS PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE! If you know of anyone who is in need of tuition PLEASEEEEEEEEE tell them to call me ASAP or else I'll just sink into depression.. BOO!

Dang, episode 12 isn't out yet... sigh. Okay, I shall find other means to rot at home. I should also be looking for another job. My dad thinks my job is a con job. Thanks a whole lot dad. See yaaa..

2009-01-06T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hello once again. I'm blogging instead of clearing out my cupboard and table since I'm too darn lazy (maybe I'll do it later). Haha. Well the new year has finally passed and its finally 2009! I'm gonna turn 19 soon. Gosh, the days just seem to fly past me.

Just to update this thingamagic, spent New Year's Eve with Sheila and Sheena (: Went shopping and finally had our little cheesecake date at The Cheesecake Cafe with Sheila. I love the cakes! I can't believe that it was so bloody near school and I could have just gone there anytime. Pfft. Met up with Sheena and went to Double O instead of going to church.

Well, the past few days went past in a whizz. I basically went out everyday till late, celebrated Holy's birthday at his place on Sunday. Yesterday was a joke. We intended to have a last minute class gathering as a farewell to our army boys but guess who turns up. Me, Sheila and Shannon and we were either not going to army yet or at all! Haha. Well, we had some good food at Fishermens Warf. Met up with See Ann and Gomez later and we went to pitstop cafe to place boardgames. Haha. Had a hell of a fun night screaming, banging the tables and laughing at absolute nonsense :D

Decided to be a good girl today and stay home for once which brings be back to trying to spring clean my room. groans. Oh yes. I'm still damn bloody jobless. I'm already so much in debt.. sighhh.. SEE YAAA. Somehow I wish I was back in school where I only needed to worry about studies.. blahhh

hugh jackman is loveeee~

2008-12-30T20:26:00.004+08:00

Hullos (: Am waiting for dinner so I shall blog. Went out yesterday since I can't stand being home trying to find something to entertain myself with. Was gonna watch Australia with Thiru, Kang, Teresa & Sara. I think it was the weirdest group I've ever been out with. Not that they're weird, but just that I've never gone out with them before together as a group. Haha. Told Thiru the day before that Australia had bad reviews and I wasn't sure if I wanted to watch it and if I DID watch it, it'll solely be for dreamy HUGH JACKMAN :D sighhhhhh~

Well, the show actually turned out pretty good! The scenes were beautiful, Nicole Kidman was humourous and beautiful but HUGH JACKMAN WAS AWESOME :D He looked so good in every scene. I shall not rant on how HOT he looked because I'll just seem insane. He's my wallpaper for now :D :D :D Only problem was the show was a tad too long. There was a point in time where you could an intermission could be inserted. Hurr. It was practically Australia part 1 and Australia part 2. Overall I'll say it's worth watching.

Met up with Siew Min today (finally!) for breakfast :D Was great catching up with her and telling her of my life stories. Haha. Even though it was a short hour, it was sweet (: Oh and her cookies are deliciously addictive :D Alright, time to EAT :D

Goodbye Cyberspace, Hello Food.

I'm All Ears; With Everything - Hillsongs

2008-12-29T00:08:00.004+08:00

Hello, I'm bored (as usual).. Today's.. Monday not Sunday. Lets just pretend its Sunday. Had some Thanksgiving service today. I guess it was pretty alright since I finally reflected on the past year and all the God has blessed me with and all the really difficult times He put me through. Well, I guess there's always a meaning behind to every He does. But I must say I really thank God for giving me 2 of the best years ever. I've never been happier with the friends I've made in VJC. Read this thing somewhere which said that 'Friends are the family you choose'. If you really think about it, its really true. Somehow without them, my life would simply be an empty hole. So this is a simple shoutout to all the friends I've made, 07s44, trackers, church friends... you've seriously made my life worthwhile, filling up all those vacant holes with happiness, comfort and laugher. You guys are the BEST (: LOVE YA'LL!

Anyway, its almost the end of the year. Sigh. The year flew by really quickly. It's finally time to get down and be serious. Need to find a job, earn some money and start paying up my debts. Dang. Welcome to the adult world. Here's Weiyang's so-called philosophy, "life sucks. too bad. just live with it." or something like that.

Well, I do have some things to look forward to.
1) planning a bbq IN A WEEK ( stupid weiyang)
2) spending new years eve with friends
3) shopping (:

I just realised I've still haven't gone for a cheesecake date with Sheila. haha. SHEILLA :D
alright goodnight peeps.

Break down our pride,

And all the wall's we've built up inside.

Our earthly crowns and all our desires,

We lay at Your feet.

Today's A Drag, Tomorrow's A Party.

2008-12-25T11:05:00.000+08:00

Christmas came and went. It was actually pretty dull except for a few perks (: I guess candlelight service and christmas service was pretty fun since I was in the company of friends. Sadly, I couldn't spend Christmas the way I would have wanted. Like both my besties with me. Stupid TOOT is in Korea now :P haha. Think I know now how she felt when we all disappeared to different parts of the world at different times.

I'm really tired from my holiday. That sentence was ironic. Well, I actually have to catch up on the much needed sleep before I can start party-ing again :D I came home from lunch and sleep all the way till it was time to go for a family gathering dinner. Food was AWESOME! I just missed out on the cranberry sauce ): was really looking forward to that.

Dang, I'm bored. I need coffee. I feel the need to fufill my cravings and addictions.
OH! I have to comment on my presents. Most of my presents are bags (: love them.

2008-12-24T19:06:00.002+08:00

It's really amazing how loud your thoughts can be when you're just by yourself. Listening to all the rumble and jumble, reminiscing the memories, thoughts of the future.. the list goes on. Found myself in that situation when I was on a really long bus ride to the airport. I kept reflecting on the past, looking at how I was, who I was, the people I met, the friends I had and compare then to now. Was I some superficial being? Was I happier then? Was it my fault that friends come and go so quickly.. maybe I just didn't fit in quite right..

Seriously, I feel like I'm a really superficial person, or just a fake sometimes. People tell me that I smile and laugh all the time. But I realised, sometimes that smile and laugh isn't genuine at all. It's juts a cover up so that I'll seem happy. I don't know.. I DO want to feel happy, like that pastor said during camp, affirmation is practically an addiction. I hate the feeling of disappointment, regrets and failure.. I know everyone does too but its exception for me.

Gah, I don't know what I'm saying anymore. (I think I really hate it when the year ends cause I get so darn emo and.. whatever..) So I'll just stop ranting about my thoughts and talk about my happy days.

Lets see..
Church camp was on the 17th-20th Dec. I have to say that I was actually dreading it and feeling really unprepared. I also was not enlightened about anything but sermon was just a reminder for me of what I should really be doing. I know what I should be doing, it's just that I'm too afraid or simply UNWILLING to give myself up. I need some serious QT. Other than that, camp was somewhat better because of the company I had (: I was really glad to know more people and got to know them better than just Hi, Bye friends. Thought my group was pretty awesome :D Food Race was 'Da Best'! haha. I'm gonna go back for more.

Had a class christmas party on the 21st. It was a success?? Ha! Surprisingly there was no alcohol. Haha. Met up with my first 3 months classmates which was great. Played Rock Band which was AWESOME! Had a stayover at shannon's place and watched soccer -.- Well, at least it was a good match. Liverpool's goal was awesome.

23rd dec was the supposed "cheesecake date" with Sheila (: BUT!!!! Cheesecake cafe was closed, and the apparent good cheesecake shop at GWC was not there. Haha. Had an awesome time with Sheila and Gomez talking about our past ( I feel old ). Laughed like hell at Gomez. GOMEZ THE CHINESE :D yeah. Oh we watched JX's performance. haha :D so cute.

Breakfast date with Lu, Angie and Megan this morning :D it was raining which SUCKED. Even though the time we spent together was really short, it was throughly enjoyable (:

Well, that's all for now. Candlelight Service later. PLEASE STOP RAINING!
See ya.

Oh what arms will stretch out

When they've had enough

And they're tired if holding up arms

2008-12-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

Alright it has been a month plus plus since I've blogged so here's a super short summary of the events after the horrid A's.

1) AUSTRALIA :D
was super duper awesome had so much fun and laughter there :D kangeroos! good food as well, 10 times better than what we get back home. hurr
2) SDD 2008 Vegas + post prom.
3)daily outings with Sheila & co. with movie shopping and eating! lols. Billy Bombers milkshakes are awesome :D
4) FREEEEEEEEEEZING KOREA!

Since I just got back from Korea last night, I shall blog about it. Well, overall I would say that the trip was pretty alright. Not superbly fantastic. I still prefer Switzerland. heh :D

MINUS POINTS:
It was FREEZING in the capital I swear! you could be wearing 3 or4 layers of clothes and still feel the icy wind blowing. Worst of all, I feel sick in the middle of the trip with fever and flow and horrible blocked nose. The air was cold and dry making my nose feel uncomfortable which meant that I didn't get a good sleep at night. Bus rides were too long and they just make you feel like sleeping. We also didn't get to explore much of the place because we spent most of our time in the bus. Also, we had rice, and kimchi and rice and kimchi... for every meal. We also had steamboat for 3 meals in a row which were basically filled with vegetables and really weird long looking bean sprouts. hurr..

PLUS POITS:
loved loved LOVED skiing. Now i understand why people say its so fun. The only downside was that it took a really long time to climb up the slope so that you could ski for a longer time. lols. I had the sweetest strawberries I've ever tasted in my ENTIRE life. Seriously, the strawberries there do not even have an inkling taste of sourness like the ones we usually eat :D yupp. Oh, the people in the tour group are pretty fun! Kids were super cute. I got to go into the hot springs which were awesome. Oh swimming in the freezing weather is so fun. water is warm but once you get out you gotta run. haha. Oh the barbequed stuff is really good :D haha. Lastly Everland and Lotte World was pretty run. Sat the world's steepest wooden roller coaster. AWESOME. haha. Lotte world had a pretty good Christmas parade too! But if you want to sit on a ride, its at least a 30min wait. its ubber long. hurr.

well, I'm glad I'm home and I'm starting to appreciate the warm weather now. Only problem now is that I've lost my voice and can't go out. sheesh. Also I think I've had enough rice and kimchi to last me a while. Looking forward to dinner. Lasagna and KFC :D

Well, I've gota to be at the airport tonight once more to send val off ): GONNA MISS YOU VAL!

2008-11-13T12:43:00.002+08:00

GOSH! The exams are almost over! YAY! Just left 2 MCQ papers and I'll be off to Australia :D Don't really want to go back into the 2 weeks of papers because they seriously SUCKED. GAH. I'm so bored now and I want to do something but I don't know what. Hurr.

Anyway I had a very enjoyable day yesterday. Watched Quantum of Solace and MAN Daniel Craig is an AWESOME James Bond. So what if he's blond.. :D Oh yeah yesterday was a super gossip-y day for us. Lols. Lah lah.. okay I'm just bored. See ya :D

2008-11-08T13:37:00.008+08:00

This is so awesome. Lols. The story of Starwars in the music of Indiana Jones, Superman, Jaws, E.T... just watch.

2008-10-22T19:57:00.003+08:00

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul

Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask myself

[Why Georgia - John Mayer]

2008-09-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

I hate school.
School is boring.
School is dreary.
I still have 3 weeks for school because of stupid mock papers and damn remedials. (shit)
I want to fast forward these last 6 weeks of school and exams.
GAH~

Anyone wants to shop? x) I need to shop. I swear I'm in desperate need of retail therapy. Oh did you know the TapTap game on the Ipod Touch/Phone is SO addictive?! hurr.. erm yeah.. haaa..

Today was horrible because I had GP remedial -.-" sighs. Actually its not so bad. But still.. anyway I had to comfort myself with food today after a long exhausting day but NONE of the stalls had food (which made me even more depressed.) so I had to buy food from the vending machine and surprise surprise! I got 2 chilli tapioca chips for the price of 1 :D haha. Was insanely happy and I think Sheila thought i was mad. hurr. Alright it's time to study or at least do some work now. Bye (:

2008-09-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

Rah. It's back to school and I got back chem. I passed, but not as well as I would have preferred. Oh well.. I just gotta pray REALLLLLYYY HARD that I'll pass everything else. Sigh ): It's so depressing. And it sucks that I have to go back to school for chem remedial practically everyday.. gahh how to study I ask you.. lalala yes I'm rantering and talking gibberish. I need some motivation.. 1 more month and it'll be ALL over.. 1 month is sooo short ( yeah right). Okay I should just get off and stop spouting nonsense.. byeeee.

Oh wait, just wanted to say that I found this really cool website http://www.cassettefrommyex.com/ It's about peoples love stories with their ex's and stuff and the mixed tapes that made at that time. I think it's awesome! haha. See ya (:

2008-09-18T17:20:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE! ONE MORE! JUST ONE MORE DOWN TO GO! :D
Finally prelims are ALMOST over. Can't wait. I'm just not too keen about getting my results back. Oh well.. can't do much about it, can I? So it's going to be a moderately eventful break after tomorrow's physics paper to tuesday.
Saturday - BBQ at Megumi's place
Sunday - Anyone up for a movie?
Monday - Tanning/Swimming & Shopping??
Tuesday - nothing ):

Then it's back to school. -gags- Hurr. I PRAYYYYYY that I do not fail anything, BUT that is HIGHLY unlikely ): neahhh.. I need some form of entertainment. LA LA LA. Oh I'm in need of new music too.. anyone want to recommend something? Okay, it's back to practicing for Physics MCQ -.-" BYE YO!

[medication for the soul: In Repair- John Mayer]

2008-09-17T23:17:00.004+08:00

Staying home alone on a Friday. Flat on the floor looking back on old love or lack thereof. After all the crushes are faded and all my wishful thinking was wrong. I'm jaded, I hate it. Searching all my days just to find you. I'm not sure who I'm looking for. I'll know it when I see you. Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom. Just staying up all night just to write, a love song for no one. I could have met you in a sandbox. I could have passed you on the sidewalk. Could I have missed my chance, and watched you walk away? I'm tired of being alone. So hurry up and get here. You'll be so good for me.

2008-09-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

I need to wake up. I'm still living in denial. Dreams of the impossible will never happen. They'll only happen.. well in dreams. And that is where they'll stay. Dreams aren't helping me at all. Seriously. They just make me wake up (especially when it starts to get good..), finding that the wonderful things that could happen are just part of my wishful thinking.

These days I keep dreaming of things I watch on TV. Just that you replace the main girl with me. Silly I know. But they happen. Those silly romances that can never happen in real life. The kind that girls would secretly desire for, girls like me. When someone says, "Well, a girl can dream..", well it's happening to me.

2008-08-23T22:05:00.008+08:00

I have found the new coolest guitar thing ever. Guitar slapping. It is SO AWESOME! I swear! And yes this is evidence that I have not been studying properly. Hurr. WATCH! :D :D

Isn't that like so insanely cool! haha! Yes I think I've gone mad. the 2nd clip was from August Rush ( which I have yet to watch -.- ) I really want to watch it. Rah. Dang these exams. 3 more months! YAY and SHIT! Okay BYE LD

2008-08-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm in DEEP SHIT! GP prelims is in a few days and I'm failing. YES FAILING General Paper. Its like Bloody English! A language I speak 27/7 ever since I could talk and I'm failing that. Seriously, Thats F***ed up. Every time I see a failing grade for GP, it gets me more and more demoralised. I swear school is just making me feel so damn bad that I'm never ever going to suceed in life and that my future and whatever is to come is DOOMED. Its sickeningly demoralising. Somehow when I picked VJC as my first choice, I thought that being surrounded by awesomely smart people would help me get smarter. But NOOOOO I makes me feel like I'm the stupidest kid in town. Yes I have an ego problem. I need to be the best. At least somewhere there. When I'm not, I simply hate it. Get the feeling? Its like your gut just falls out and you just have this sinking feeling. But I don't want to show it so I just carry on putting that mask stating "I'm OK! :D" on for everyone to see till I'm out of sight.

I can't wait for the 'A' level's to be over. Its one of the worst periods in my entire life. I think I'm mood swinging or maybe the stress is getting to be. I pick neither. What stress? It sure ain't the stress of studying. More like the stress that I'm NOT studying and I'm doing so badly for everything.

Goodnight everyone. Sorry that you even have to read this ranter. Doubt anyone reads this thing anyway. That's fine. I can express myself more this way. That is if I can actually improve my vocabulary in the first place. HAH!

2008-08-10T22:40:00.002+08:00

Tennis is such a PAINFUL affair! My poor inner thighs and right arm. They hurt so so so bad.. Tennis was fun but it got really painful and tiring after 2 hours. Hurr~ I couldn't write Yukiha's farewell message properly so she has to read my terribly awfully ungly handwriting. Anyway, YUKIHA WE'LL MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH ): have fun in Ohio (: I must say the Singapore Polo Club is SO NICE! The food was really great too AND we had free New Zealand Natural Ice Cream. YUMMY (: She even had the coolest birthday candle's I've ever seen please. AWESOME! :D haha.

Dang. I just realised that I have to write my stupid testimonial by TOMORROW! Stupid. How do I comprehand my VJC life with my "3 I's- Interpersonal, Intrapersonal, Intellect" to my OH SO BORING CT TUTOR. Pfft. Thank goodness tomorrow is a holiday. Okay I'm off to sleep. Okay watch some TV actually. But before I do, I gotta put this down cause it's so damn hilarious. Copied it from someone. Haha.

An introduction to Englasian
How to order fast food in Asia
By Nury Vittachi

MY FRIEND’S DAUGHTER works in a fast food shop in Hong Kong. I watched her and her friends in action the other day.

The weird thing is that the staff can communicate perfectly well in English with anyone from Hong Kong, South Asia, East Asia, or pretty much any other part of the region.

But when a fresh-off-the-boat tourist enters the restaurant, communication gets difficult. Monolingual English speakers from America, for example, “hear” Asian-English words differently.

Fast food server: Harlowelcumkaneye L. pyoo?

Customer: What?

Fast food server: Harlowelcumkaneye L. pyoo?

Customer: Er, yes, I’d like one cheeseburger please.

Fast food server: Dull Swiss wit Baygon?

Customer: Excuse me?

Fast food server: Dull Swiss wit Baygon?

Customer: Oh, no, I don’t want a double-Swiss with Baygon, I mean bacon. I just want a normal cheeseburger.

Fast food server: Humbugger wit jees. Setter Al Eckart?

Customer: Pardon me?

Fast food server: Setter Al Eckart?

Customer: Ah, got it. A La carte, please.

Fast food server: One-for-rice wee tat?

Customer: No, I don’t want rice, thank you very much.

Fast food server: One-for-rice wee tat!

Customer: Oh, yes, please, I want fries with that.

Fast food server: Smormy dyumludj?

Customer: I’m sorry, would you mind…?

Fast food server: Smormy dyumludj. U juan smor, me, dyum, ludj?

Customer: Medium.

Fast food server: Ad too duller soup a size.

Customer: What?

Fast food server: Ad too duller soup a size.

Customer: Not supersized, thanks. I’m fat enough already, ha ha!

Fast food server: Wad rink u juan?

Customer: Fresh orange juice, please.

Fast food server: Fray soringe ad too duller. Chippa u buy set.

Customer: Okay, gimme a set.

Fast food server: Wit set you juan?

Customer: Cheeseburger.

Fast food server: Dull Swiss wit Baygon set?

Customer: Excuse me?

Fast food server: You juan dull Swiss wit Baygon set?

Customer: No, I don’t want – actually, maybe I do want Baygon. At least it would kill my appetite.

How come Asians can communicate with other Asians using this bare-bones English, while tourists struggle with it? Because English is really a whole group of languages. A tourist who speaks only “the Queen’s English” limits himself to communicating with speakers of that dialect. But if you speak Asian English—which I propose we call Englasian—you end up with a language the majority of people on Earth can understand.

In fact, I reckon we should train the Queen of England to speak it. I can just picture her on her next tour of Asia stepping off the Royal yacht and saying: “We are most amused to be here. My husband and I would like to say harlowelkumkanwee L. pyoo.”

2008-08-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

I feel like doing some voluntary work at the end of the year. Somehow I just feel like doing it. I just feel like I need to save someone, or at least help in some way or another. I can't save the world cause that's Gods job, but I have this need to just do a little bit. Yeah.

Alright girl, it's time to go study. Get off the computer this instant. NOW!
byeee~

2008-08-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

Today was miserable, depressing yet full of laughter and lots of hard core coughing. Yupp. Being sick makes me so miserable. Looking at my grades today made me feel depressed. The STUPID thing the guys did, for example, stapling Bernards ass, made me laugh so hard, I ended up coughing really bad. hurr. It was really amusing though.

Sigh, my throat hurts reallllyyyy badly now. ):
I have not finished my tuition work. SHIT.

Blah. Wish the world was so much early. Full or rainbows and colours in the sky. How wonderful would that be. GAH. I CAN WAIT TILL A LEVELS IS OVERRR! :D

i hate hate hate my grades. damn.

2008-07-31T17:21:00.002+08:00

I love love LOVE Nigella Lawson. She makes food and cook sound so poetic. Seriously, I LOVE her and all her shows. One day I'm gonna buy her cookbook and try out all those recipes. YUM (:

I've still yet to do tiramisu and a brownie trifle. hurr..
Amazingly, even though I'm sick at home with a fever, I can still about food. Rah. You can guess that I'm really bored. BYE

2008-07-24T23:15:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why, but I suddenly started thinking about after december. When this period of my life is over. I don't know why, but I kept thinking that we would drift apart. All the times we shared would just become memories, with only a few more to make. Promise that we'll stay friends forever. Not just friends, but great friends. Don't disappear from my life, becoming just someone who was and not is. Please.

Somehow it seems that people who were part of that portion in my life stays there. No moving forward. Take out that piece and we are friends no more. Just acquaintences. The only thing that bonds us is that memory we hold on to. All we can say now is "Those were the good old days". Maybe it's my fault for not trying hard enough. But it seems like we've all moved on.

As for you. Tell me, assure me that we'll be BFF's, someone I trust, even though it seems like you have another. I know it seems childish, but I just need to know. My insecurities are playing up. Just to let you know, I love you and you have been the best thing God could have ever me. My life-long friend. <3
i hope you know who you are (:

2008-07-23T21:41:00.001+08:00

for now, i'll just bury it deep.

i hope, that is exactly what you're doing too.

2008-07-20T01:11:00.002+08:00

I swear I seriously HATE flying cockroaches. And huge beetles. Eww. One stupid cockroach flew into my room about 2 hours ago and it was HUGE! It was longer than my 3rd finger. I saying this in qualitative terms. I not that much of a idiot to touch it and measure it. pfft. Oh well, it's late and I'm just blogging to pass some time, waiting for my iPod to charge. Taking so long. Rah.

Anyway, after church tmr, I meant today, I'm gonna watch The Dark Knight. Can't wait. Gonna cut my hair and then meet up with the jumpers for dinner with Ms Yu at Clark Quay. (:

I shall go off now. Goodnight ( Good morning ) :D

2008-07-16T10:46:00.002+08:00

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

2008-07-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

funniest conversation today. LOLS

Shannon:“四是四。十是十。十四是十四。四十是四十。”
Suting:" Do you even know what you're saying?"
Shannon:"YES! Four plus four. Ten plus Ten. Fourteen plus ..."
-Suting and Cheryl bursts out in laughter-

zomg that was HELL funny! haha. I couldn't stop laughing at all. Even in the bus, I was still laughing my stomach off. Lols. Stupid Shannon. (:

Tmr is Nats finals. Exciting yet sad at the same time. sighh. It'll be the last time ever running for nationals. Oh well. Looking forward to Jumbo after that (: SEE YA!

2008-07-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

Know what I feel like?
A Failure. It's really hard to watch yourself getting slower, lousier, stagnant. Like how some things wear and tear, that's exactly how I feel about myself. Slowly being degraded. Just a simple race, a small tiny stupid race could do SO much to affect me. Watching someone surpass you while you make no progress. That feeling, I can barely describe how it makes me feel.

I don't want to show how much it affects me. I feel like I don't have a right to complain, be miserable and moody when there are people much more worst off than I. This problem, it's so small compared to theirs. How could I complain? And so I continue to laugh, smile and joke, putting on a mask, a facade. Hiding my inner feelings, let it continue to eat me inside out. That's one big fault of mine. Pride. I can't lose. I hate it. I feel like a failure.

What I really need now is a nice shoulder or just someone here who is able to peel off that mask. For now, just someone.

2008-07-12T20:31:00.003+08:00

I want to watch The Bucket List. Can't believe that I didn't know it was out in MARCH! goodness. It looks so good and touching and so cryable. Haha. John Mayer wrote a song for the show. John Mayer is so awesome AND he has this really awesome so mcawesome electric guitar. It's so so so pretty. I want that. ): haha.

Yeah. That's all I wanted to say. Hah. BYE (:

2008-07-11T22:06:00.001+08:00

i've fallen.

hard.

2008-07-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

I should be happy. I really should. I got myself a 5th placing with a 10.68m. I did better than what I have been achieving the past year. I hit my target of at least 10.5m. Those who were 1st to 4th position were people whom I usually wouldn't beat. I should be at least contented. Somehow I'm not. I wished I had gotten a 10.8m or surpass my PB. I'm disappointed. What I'm even more disappointed at was my 100m. Disgustingly disappointed. I can't believe that I'm running with a timing of what I did in primary school. PRIMARY SCHOOL. It's disgusting and revolting. For it to happen once was bad enough. At least I could deny that it even happened. But twice? It's almost shameful. Thank God that there are 3 semifinals. At least there is one more chance for me to redeem myself. If there were only 2 semifinals, you could say goodbye track and field, cause I'm never going back again.

Goodbye jump pit.
Goodbye jump spikes.
Goodbye jump competitors.
We had lots of fun, laughter and love while it lasted.
I'll miss you

Last but not least, Thank you Ms Yu. You were a wonderful coach and friend. Thank you for 2 years of jumps, motivation and encouragement. I'll never forget you (:

2008-07-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

/EDIT

I GOT A BLOODY U FOR CHEM. GG!

EDITED/

I ponned school today (: to watch the first day of track finals. haha. Well, I was actually pretty bored since I was all by myself! ): but it was nice to watch the events. haha. Nothing much happened at the stadium actually. It was more of the going home that was pretty interesting.

Shannon was bluffing all of us that he bought "horse milk" to drink. Stupid liar. It was actually an almond drink. lols. Then we had to let one bus go cause people didn't want to move to the back so we couldn't get on the bus. On the next bus it was really really REALLY crowded. I was actually squashed right in front with my face at the screen. I also had to half squat all the way cause my head was blocking the side view mirror of the bus. hurr~ My quads hurt like hell after that.

Later on the train, sam and I were squashed once more, but at least we had the air-con blowing at us. haha. When the crowd lessened slightly we moved to the back and boyyy was that a BAD idea. This stranger ( we think he's autistic) came up to us and started talking to us. Asked us whether we were from VJC, if we knew a person called Darren. He practically insisted we knew Darren cause we're from VJ. Then he started asking what phone model we had, whether we were listening to an mp3 player, what subscriber we had. Then horror of all horrors he started picking his damn nose in front of us and was playing with the stuff. Next, (cause we were at the door area) he tried to hold on to the door handle which practically placed his hand(the one he used to pick his nose. eeewwww) in between me and sam and i was squashed at the door, not being able to BREATHE cause his arm was in the way. Later he moved away, we though we were safe but noooo~ he started to shout like " eh eh you! im talking to you!" kinda thing at us and we were trying so hard to ignore him cause we were super scared please. He then came back to talk to us again. Oh goshh.. he finally went to sit down after that. That was so so weird cause he kept picking his nose throughout the ride and playing with his nose boogie. He talk to us again the face somewhere else and talk to us. Scary please.

hurr.. after that I had to talk the bloody bus 156 home which left me waiting at the damn bus stop for at least 30mins! gahh. the stupid Iris board does NOT work. first it said 5min, then 10, 5,8, Arriving and yet it still took another 5mins more. stupid bus. My legs and feet were dying already from standing and i still had to bloody walk home. Well, at least I'm home safe and sound. hurr.. interesting day huh.

I'm competing tmr. Wish me LUCK! :D

2008-07-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

I've never realised how prayer could be so overwhelming, so power and so wonderful till today. It was so amazing to see how passionate people really were about God and to see them grow so much, it just sends shivers down your back. It's AWESOME its really really amazing.

Anyway, school was pretty much a bore today. Ponned econs lecture, slept through chem lecture was sehhh in econs tutorial. hurr.. school ended at 230 and I had to wait all the way till 5 to start training. I was SO bored. Oh well, at least i had a guitar to accompany for a while. Then phy and kenji came and saved me from my boredom. lols. Had a massage that was SHIOK TTM (:

training was pretty good today (: i think i finally found my focus even though I was feeling tired the whole day. Managed to get one good jump. Thank God (: Was really really happy that i managed to hit 10.5m. It may sound lousy compared to what I was able to do, but it IS an achievement for now since I haven't really been performing the past few times. The last jump felt REALLY good. Felt like I was finally back.(bet that didn't make any sense.) I hope, pray, want it to be like that on Friday. Dear God, please grant me this wish. Pretty pretty pretty pleasee..

Just wrote 1/3 of my T3A. hurr. I have no idea what to write for the next 2 acheivements. rah. Alright, I better go to sleep now. Need a good rest. Goodnight world (:

/NOTE TO TRACK & FIELD PPL

All the way people! Do your best alright! No holding back now! :D /

2008-06-30T22:32:00.004+08:00

Somehow I feel like that little bug, trying to climb that huge obstacle that is right in front of him. Seems like its gonna take so much effort and time and that it'll be such a difficult climb. Suddenly life seems so hard, with so much pressure and expectations to meet. I'm afraid. Afraid of not meeting up to expectations. Of letting my pride get to me. I'm afraid of what's to come. Failure? Success? What if...

Sigh. I hate being so worrisome and pessimistic and feeling so dumb. GAH. I got back my Math and Physics paper back today. Math was alright i guess. But Physics was a totally different matter. I've NEVER done so badly for physics before and it's making me depressed. I've done badly but this is horendous. ~

Track season is starting on Friday and I hate the timetable ):

FRIDAY
100m Heats - 1210
Triple Jump Finals - 4+

TUESDAY
100m Semifinals - 1130+
4x100m Heats - 1500+

This gives me only 2 hours rest before i start warming up again -.- WTH!

Alright, I shall talk about some happier stuff otherwise this post is gonna be so damn morbid. Well, exams are over THANK GOODNESS. I had the most awesome dream the other day :D :D :D :D Battle of the Sexes was fun. Hansen bought the super colourful M&M's from USA which got me out of my depressed mood today :D love the M&M's. they make me happy (:

Okay, I gotta go. I can't can't can't can't wait to be free. FREE!

2008-06-22T16:23:00.002+08:00

SIGH! why ohh why..
life is hard. especially when there is econs.
i'm totally screwed (not literally though). hurr.
weak attempt of a joke. this is what a month long of not doing anything but studying, eating, training and going to church does to you.

i
NEED
to
get
OUT!

bahhh. never gonna happen till... 4 days time! OH I SO CANNOT WAIT!
i need something to look forward to.
i'm gonna go shopping. i dont care i crave for retail therapy.
i'm gonna go watch movies too. RAH

i think i'm stressed. i'm not sure.
actually i think i'm stressed that i'm not at stress as i should be?
that doesn't make sense does it. yes it doesn't.
whatever. lately i've not been sleeping well as i would like to.
i'm always subconcious. whyyyy can't i sleep like a dead log.
that'll be so cool.

im uttering rubbish and talking in gibberish.
please ignore whatever i just said.

oh i hate the competition schedule.
damn it.
BYE

2008-06-10T15:53:00.002+08:00

He left the garden of eden,
even though he had every right to stay.
To come down to this fallen world,
and save us all from our deadly sins.
God turned away from his son,
so as to lead us back to him.

Isn't God just so awesome?! Church camp was really refreshing, and it really made me grow spiritually after much backsliding and being really stagnant. I'm really glad that I decided to go for church camp after 5-6 years? Finally set my priorities straight. Camp was good. Speaker was good. Bible study was good. Company was good. Food was good ( especially all the kuehs :D ) GOD IS GOOD (:

studying was B-A-D or even TERRIBLE! haha. i've got loads to catch up since i didn't study during camp. hurhh.. well, i better start studying now. or else i'm gonna regret if after the papers. hurr.. BYE (:

2008-06-03T11:30:00.002+08:00

HAHA! GOOOOD MORNING :D i just read something friggin funny that just made my absolutely boring morning. hurr. stupid kexin the car(TAXI) jacker. LOLS!

anyway its finally tuesday! which means i can start packing my bag and anticipate tmr where i'll be whisked off to batam for church camp. YAY! its time to P-A-R-T-AAAAYYY~! -erhemm- i mean study (: oh rahhhh i'll be stuck in batam with my OLD phone ): stupid phone of mine went absolutely bonkers! the buttons dont work unless my phone isn't slide open. i cant hear a damn thing from the speaker AND the screen flips the opposite direction and colour turns negative. cool but weird and ANNOYING. its only been less then a year and my phone is wonky. gahh~

okay shall backtrack to saturday for now. haha.
on sat met up with classmates to watch the cheerleading competition. oh gosh it was an eye opener! the all guys and one girl team was SOOO COOL PLEASE! zomg.. haha. went to lido for dinner and then we walked the whole of orchard road pls! i havent done that in years lahh. i used to be able to walk 11 hrs but now after 2 hrs my feet starts to hurt. i'm old.. haha. anyway we walked from wheelock to rochor tao hui (: had my drink. yummy. hahaa. stayed out till past midnight! lols. havent done that in a long time. cheap thrills.

sunday was <3! (: had my long awaited soup spoon date with my dearest friends :D haha. watched narnia after that. oh gosh prince caspian is like <3<3<3 but susan was like.. i shant comment. hahaha. the boys have become super good looking :D :D oh goshh i've gone mad. oaky nvm. hah.

trained at cck stadium yesterday. it was bloody hot! stupid sun was draining away all my energy lah. i came home and practically fell asleep. hur. oh i learnt how to play marie digby's song. YAY!

haha. okay i am seriously damn excited for camp. i hope it doesnt fail me (: i keep thinking that i sld start packing now cause its gonna take me HOURS to pack for 4 measly days. lols. damnit. i've got tuition later. gahhhhhh. okay i should seriously get down to studying. im super behind time. RAH.

BYE MY LOVIES (:

2008-05-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO (:
today's weather was absolutely weird! it was really hot at home please! when dad sprayed water onto the car, there was steam all over lah! imagine how hot it was. then when i got to school for training, it started raining! -.- weather in s'pore is getting weirder and weirder. its raining one day and the next its super hot. gahhh.. HATE the heat. wish i could stop studying right now and be wisked off to some nice cool country like SWITZERLAND! gahh wish i was there right now. switzerland is absolutely AMAZING.

anyway training today was alright i guess? my triple jump isnt that great anymore. its rather disappointing actually seeing that my best distance is so far away and i cant seem to break it or even reach it. i think i'll be really disappointed during nats cause its my last year to do well but my hamstring is not getting better :/ rahh. shant think about that now.

the time after training was HILARIOUS! lols. odac room had a rat! lols. so me, shiangnee, ben and denise ran there and tried to catch it. well denise just stood on the stood and get goosebumps. lols. i took some bamboo stick to defend myself against a stupid rat. lols. was super amusing trying to catch the rat cause i wanted to find the rat but i didnt really want it to come out in front of me. lols! oh there were 2 rats actually! lols. gross... odac room is soooo dirty! tsk tsk.. rotting bananas? chicken bone? ew. haha! no offence. oh me and ben decided to trick the odac-ers into thinking we found the rat so we screamed and the rest screamed along thinking we found it. HAHA! couldnt stop laughing after that. well.. i think the rat has ran out of the room already since we were banging and making a hell lot of noise with our sticks and shaking of cupboards. lols. lets hope it wont return. haha. it was like ratatouille 2! we even had a ladel! lols. knock it out with the back of the ladel and scoop it up with the other side and lets have rat soup for dinner :D (gross) haha. oh well..

tmr's cheerleading semi's. good luck huiting :D haha. gahh.. i havent been studying. big shit :/ see ya'll (:

2008-05-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

hey hey (: today was a good day because..
01 FULL DAY :D
02 i had a fun "excursion" to carrefour
03 i ate a chomp chomp today and had CHOCOLATE DAOHUI! :D :D
04 i had another fun excursion around serangoong gardens going to watsons and cold storage specialty. lols

sounds so dumb right but it was fun (:
well, the june hols have started.. but it isn't going to be much of a holiday since i have
01 TRAINING every mon, wed & fri. ugh
02 there's Wings and National Jnr competition
03 im going for church camp FINALLY
04 im going for Hillsongs on sat and having a stayover at TOOT's place.

ROARRRR~ busy busy busy. im STILL not in the "i'm having A level's this year" mood. thats pretty big shit.

well.. i better focus.. soon. haha.
oh yes Mr Shannon Tay Yu Xiang won FOTY(guys). poor guy he's gonna get alot of shit from us. lols!

oh i love mushabelly munchkins! they're so adorable! :D :D and it so nice to say mushabelly munchkins. (: hur. im mad.

i love nazri, the pig! :D

2008-05-10T17:22:00.002+08:00

im blogging again (: hah.
anyway, i insanely woke up at 430 to turn on the power this morning due to the darn thunderstorm and then woke up at 620 again to get to school on a SATURDAY. hah.. made me wonder why i signed up for the photography workshop was pretty good. got to play with cameras :D haha. i had on idea that the event was so huge. yupp..

came back and i went to watch The Notebook and og my gosh it is so awesomely sweet & romantic. amazing show. cried like hell. haha (: the ending was SO GOOD. sighh.. sadly these things seem to only happen in the movies ): oh well.. a girl can dream (:

hurr i really should be doing my tuition work like right now but im just too darn lazy and tired. hurr.. bye :D

Do you think our love, can take us away together?

I think our love can do anything we want it to.

I love you.

I love you, Allie.

Good night.

Good night. I'll be seeing you.

2008-05-09T21:22:00.002+08:00

i have no darn idea how to describe today. too many things to say too many things that i can't say. hah. how ironic. happy, sad, pissed as hell, messed up, scared.. whatever.

i found out that my uncle is brain dead today. it's so scary to think that life can be gone just like that. i have no idea what to say. so i'll leave it here as it is.

thank's sam for the very wonderful funny as hell day (: much appreciated.

2008-05-06T00:07:00.002+08:00

it's amazing at how unfair things can be. don't you think so too? today my eyes have finally seen what ppl have been saying and it kinda gets a little annoying. i mean some ppl work so darn hard to achieve something while others are slacking the butts off (alright, maybe not to such and extent) yet they could achieve something so much better. its so unfair. hurr

okay, maybe there is some logic about how much ppl want to achieve that goal? they're working hard but deep down they dont want really want it while the other may be slacking but when it comes down to crunch time, (BAM) they get what they want. well, still that sucks no matter how i see it. hurh.

yeah so i had a real long tiring training day. it could have been even longer and even more tiring if we didnt cut down the sets. hah.. i think ms yu's crazy. either that or we're just real bad athletes. lols. somehow i feel as though i've been sick for a real long time even though i havent. my body has been slowing down alot and i cant seem to handle training as well as i used to. -sighs- what sucks more is that my hamstring seems to be getting tighter after every training. bahh.. i think there's something wrong with my body. or maybe i'm psychotic? i seem to get many injuries at one shot. after my hamstring had "recovered" i got myself a groin(?) injury. am i a pro or what? rahh i feel lost. oh wells..

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements,

even if it leads nowhere?

or would it be a waste, even if i knew my place,

should i leave it there?

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements

even if it leads nowhere?

but if i tell the world, I'll never say enough.

2008-05-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

i got bored.. so here.. haha

IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here’s how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, iPaq etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

01 - OPENING CREDITS: hotel paper - michelle branch
02 - WAKING UP: sugar, we're going down - fall out boy
03 - FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: bad day - daniel powter
04 - FALLING IN LOVE: lost - michael buble
05 - FIGHT SONG: end of me - marion raven
06 - BREAKING UP: crazy little thing called love - queen (HOW IRONIC!)
07 - PROM: goodbye waves and driveways - the rocket summer
08 - LIFE: right size of wrong - bon jovi
09 - MENTAL BREAKDOWN: capri - colbie caillat
10 - DRIVING: one - filter
11 - FLASHBACK: four chord wonder - the ataris
12 - WEDDING: learn you inside out - lifehouse
13 - BIRTH OF CHILD: you're my best friend - queen
14 - FINAL BATTLE: tied together with a smile - taylor swift
15 - DEATH SCENE: i want to fall in love with you - jars of clay
16 - FUNERAL SONG: hands open - snow patrol

hurr.. so amusing. rah. nights (:

2008-05-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

i've decided to blog again after 2 months! lols. this blog is so dead. and how many times have i said those 2 sentences? lols xD
guess jc 2 life is so boring that i dont find things to blog about? lols. nahh i think i'm just plain lazy. oh well. this week has been slightly more interesting.

had sports day yesterday and BOY WAS I SHIT-SCARED before it and DOGDEAD-TIRED after that. anyway thank GOD i was able to do all my events yesterday. was rather worried that i'll pull my hamstring and thats the end of track for me. hurr. thank goodness it didn't. managed to do rather ok yesterday so i guess it wasnt that bad. had to warm up, run across the field to take run up, run back to run 100m, run across again to do 3 jumps for tripl, ran back once more to run 4x100m relay and then run back to the pit to do another 3 jumps. wasnt that such an eventful day? lols. was super tired after 100m already and i had to pratically drag myself back to do triple jump. overall managed to get 1st for 100m, 3rd for triple and 3rd for relay. im super happy about the relay. HAHA :D shant say why cause i'll feel really mean. oh shannon is my new idol pls! his 4x400m race was like.. SO AWESOME! ZOMG. damn cool please. haha!

oh i think this years cheerleading was AWESOME! although.. there were many rather disturbing things that happened during Lynx and Draco's cheerleading. lols. i bet TYH cldnt take it. lols. didnt expect Draco to get 3rd. thought they'll be top 2. anyway.. AQUILA IS FIRST! :D awesome aquila (: YAY.

went out for dinner with the trackers after that to pizza hut. food was good but i think i was more thirsty than hungry. bet i got them all irritated saying the same thing over and over again. lols.

oh ya, dont you think the weather is ABOSOLUTELY HORRID?! im sweating super easily and i get all sticky early in the morning. i dont even have to bring a jacket to school anymore cause im practically embracing the cold aircon. darn the sun. if there was wind it'll be SOOOO much better. sheesh.

DEAR GOD PLEASE BRING THE WIND! AMEN (:

alright i shall stop. back to school tmr. darn GP lesson -.-
LOVE YA'LL

2008-02-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

I've faced my demons
Wrestled these angels to the ground
And all that I could find
Was a thin line between
All the saints and villains
It was crossed in my own eyes

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray
I woke up this morning
Don’t know where I’m going
But it’s alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

I’m struggling between the facts and fiction
I’m alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement, then there's me
I’m just trying to survive

If this was any other day
I pretend to know where I stand
I just don’t know

2008-02-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! HELLO BLOG! HELLO FRIENDS! :D
haha. i haven't blogged in 2 months! super long please. just felt too lazy to do it and it got boring after a while. BUT, i decided to come back and blog again. now i'll have to summarize 2 months worth of stories. hurr.. actually maybe just the first month in school. dec was kinda boring. simply filled with training, watching jap and korean dramas, shopping for christmas clothes, presents and small parties :D OH YES AND OGL TRAININGS :D they were a BLAST :D

back to school and it was the orientation week! i had a friggin' fun time with all the OGL's. OSIRIS ROCKS MY SOCKS :D i think we are the best bunch of OGL's ever. haha. had so much fun with the many stayovers, mass conversations and night cycling. fun to the MAX please.. haha. oh yes OGRE is like the best sub-OG lah. i think i've never met such a wild and super hyperactive bunch of kids ( yes kids..) in my life. from all the funny little antics of su ann to the super zi-high joel and the jay chou crazy fananic weihan and the rest la. omg. you guys rock la. hahaha. i loved JTS (: thanks guys! haha. kenny rogers was damn fun.

after orientation, i had a super bad withdrawal la. sighh. being j2 sucks and rocks at the same time. lols. well it was back to work and more work. at least this time i care more about my hw. sadly i'm still not doing then and finishing them on time. oh yes I PASS MY R PAPER! haha. BUT, i still have to go for bloody econs remedial. sucks TTM ( to the max). hurr.. hate it. yes.. and so more bloody boring school and tutorials. thank GOD for S44 (: haha. i love you guys la.. best class ever ^^ without you all school would be a drag..

oh yes junior class (: haha. there are SO MANY GUYS! goodness. anyawy af first we didn't think that our junior class would be that fun but after a while they turned out to be pretty fun (: haha. we're were like their parents la being scared that they wouldnt bond like us. and when they finally went for their first class outing to thaipan, we felt so happy. LOLS. joke.

anyway too many things happened in jan so i shall just skip the details? yeah that pretty much summarized it in january. so class just had a stayover at my place on friday and i must say that it was the most sucessful stayover EVER :D simply because we didnt watch movies. haha. so we went to the park to sit and talk about life, school, and other stuff like our childhood and future. so cool la. think we've never bonded in such a close way before. love you S44 (: celebrated sheila's birthday at the same time. haha. quite funny.

oh yes yesterday was valerie's birthday and we had a surprise birthday party for her! haha! was so exciting. felt good to be able to meet up with everyone again (: and telling tales of the past especially about a certain someone i shan't say who. lols.

CNY is coming up and SO IS MY BIRTHDAY! haha. so exciting. im quite scared actually.. hurr. yeah.. okay i shall leave now. but first i have to quote a certain junior cause its so funny. haha. doubt you all would get the joke la. but nevermind..

"i can't take this anymore! you all keep bullying me! life sucks" ):
LOLS!

2007-12-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

being sick is DISGUSTING.
i've been stuck home since friday night and i'm so bored.
had high fever, throat infection and flu. all this plus headaches, body aches, bad appetite and somethings that seems like rheumatism. sigh.. fever has been going on and off everyday and it sucks. gahhhhhhhh~

sigh. hols are almost over and i'm sick, i havent touched my homework and i havent started studying. DIE!

BYE!

2007-11-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

this week was one of the best weeks of the year (:
cable skiing, cycling at pulau ubin, training, chompchomp, mahjong, movies, class outing and best of all.. going back to sports school (:

i mean i went back at least twice with sarah already, but going back there on Friday was the best ever! seeing everyone there was so damn awesome! val, sophie aka tattoo girl, ben.. even seeing lam was nice HAHA! sophie has 2 new tattoos and man are they cool! haha. seeing the jumpers again made me feel like training with them again. i almost did! but i realised that i my shoes were back in school. hurr..

sadly i couldnt join cal and sophie for lunch because i had training. :/ but training was still pretty good (: didn't have to do fartlek THANK GOODNESS. lols.

i am so tired out from the week. haha. have been coming home pretty late these days. ho ho. i went to run this morning and i took phy's car and her dog came along :D so cute lah! haha. this was the first time i ran so long in such a long time! i think i ran 6k? hahaha! never done that before. now my back is aching like hell.. sheesh.

went to send kenji, shannon and huanjek off. haha. had bk for lunch and joined jx, sheila and see ann for pool. lols. was quite fun :D havent played it for so long. came back and i slept for 5 hrs. nice~

alright thats all i have. BYE :D

我已经想念你了

i already miss you

2007-11-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOTS (: i'm back from pulau ubin. heh.

trackers went to pulau ubin today for an outing and it was DAMN fun! we did a lot of cyling. it was tiring but was still fun. haha. freddie thiru huanjek and jeo fell. i dont mean to be mean but freddie's, thiru's and huanjek's fall was quite funny. lols! ppl trying to be action la! lols!

we cycled uphill, downhill, on the roads, off roads. was bloody tiring.. met a LOT of dead ends. lols. that was really annoying. went thru lots of HUGE puddles too! and boy were they deep! lols. i got super dirty la, the poncho's we bought were almost useless.

now i'm back home finally clean BUT with a sore finger, hands and in between the legs. hurr. i think i'm gonna get a sore back too. ouch heh. spend bout 20bucks today. thats the end of my allowance! sighh.. and i just got it on sunday. rah~

ate mee siam for lunch and wanton mee for dinner. mann the wanton mee was SHIOK (: haha. and cheap :D but now i'm just really really thirsty.

damn~ somethings wrong with the hotmail website. stupid internet wont let me open hotmail. i need to read my emails! rahhhh.... BYE (:

The cost of misery

Is at an all time high

I keep it hidden

Close to the surface in sight

2007-11-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

i'm BORED! (:

2007-11-16T18:39:00.000+08:00

someone said that i give out happy vibes ( true, i guess )
and i'm simply happy being myself without the need to be so darn dependent on others.. is it really?

i don't think so. actually i'm really dependent on people. its just that i psyche myself into thinking that being independent is much better. somehow it doesnt come out the way i want it to. i need people. really need people. ahh.. whatever. don't really know what i'm thinking about anyway. my mind just wanders. hurrr..

this is the result from being extremely bored! everyone seems to be so damn busy with other things. training, school, overseas. its so hard just to find someone to go out with and talk to and have fun. guess i'm feeling lonely. training is practically my social life, other than msn chatting. harhh.. i really miss my friends ):

sighh..

anyway, had training today and i did fartlek. learnt that it meant speedwork in swedish(?). lols. quote phy:you learn something new everyday hahaha! it was bloody tiring. ho~ nvm. i'm on my way to losing weight! and put it back on all over again after eating. nice~

can't wait for the bbq tmr. can talk to toot (: YAY! toot i miss you! sighhh..

2007-11-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

helloo (:
i just finished watching hana kimi, jap version and it is SOOOOO NICE!!! omg. i had 2 waves of tears flooding my face but that was nothing compared to the rain this morning. thats something i'll tell later. yupp. i've come to the conclusion that taiwanese dramas SUCK. well not really just that they are really inferior compared to japanese and korean dramas. heh (: oh gosh hana kimi jap version had alot of cute actors. HURRR! :D so cool la. ahhh it was so nicee can't get over it. lols.

yupp. anyway i had training with the trackers this morning. apparently mr tan wants me to train with the trackers more often which means out of 3 sessions im supposed to train 2 sessions with them. which actually meants in doing 2 sessions of gym and 1 session of sprints. like wth?! its as though im becoming a thrower. hur~ oh well..

oh yes now's the time for my rain story. when i got off the bus it was raining really really really heavily! so i took off my shoes at the bus stop ( how embarrassing) and changed to my slippers. took out my umbrella and walked up the overhead bridge. the wind was bloody strong! it turned my umbrella upside down 5 times! and when i was about to reach school i was literally fighting the wind. i couldnt even shelter myself -_-" sheesh! i reached school with 3/4 of myself wet. nice.. oh well.

class outing got cancelled cause of the rain. sad. no cycling or blading. rahhh~ alright nothing to say now. BYE (:

2007-11-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

in less than 12 hours, PW WOULD BE OVER! WOOOOOH! :D :D
how awesome is that. its FINALLY over. heh.

today was interesting. training was pretty easy. we weeded the jump pit, and found an earthworm and a maggot buried. HOW DARN GROSS IS THAT LAH! ugh. never knew that a maggot could be so revolting. weeding was fun. lols!

we saved a terrapin ( is that how you spell it?) today! (: thiru found it along the side of the hall. haha. we decided to save it. how kind are we? wanted to pit it into the pond but there was no rock for it to climb on and breathe! haha. we were in such a dilemma in trying to save the poor terrapin. lols. in the end liyin took it home. HAHA! aww how sweet..

okay i gotta go memorise my script and have a goodnight sleep. gross my room has a beetle. YUCK. NIGHTS! (:

2007-11-04T21:25:00.001+08:00

helloo (:

i've got a new phone! YAY! no more wonky bluetooth-less phone. hurr :D i got a samsung SGH-U700. not my first choice but its still a pretty good phone. yay.

went out for lunch with toot and boyfriend. 3 of us shared a meal. lols! laura and eunice joined us later and we played bridge. ho ho so fun. accompanied toot to get her new phone. i wanted that phone! but dad wont allow me anything more than 200bucks after the new contract thing. hurr. oh well. can't believe we stood at the shop for more than an hour! lols. went to starbucks at cathay later to chat. was fun :D miss those times where we just sit down and talk all the way. haha.

oh i saw the weirdest thing today. there's was this ubber cute little boy dressed in those spiderman shirt and shorts on the bus. what's weird was that he was wearing PINK high heeled slippers. you know the kind that little girls wear? its so darn weird! -shivers-

ohh im going Korea for HOLS! YESS! woots. hahaha. 7 days in Korea and 2 days in Shianghai. i get to see JAMIE! weee (:

isn't she just a scream! :D here are nicer pictures of her.

love my niece
haha. rahh. OP is in 2 days! better get down to writing my script properly. BYEEE (:

2007-11-02T01:48:00.000+08:00

wooh! for the first time, i got my lazy ass off the chair and out of the house on a non-training day. SHIOK! hahaha.

went swimming with phy this afternoon, sadly there wasn't much sun so i didnt get any much darker. managed to even out my tan slightly though. thats a plus (: i swam with my eyes open! for the first time! and it didnt hurt so bad. haha. there were stupid kids blocking my way all the time. hurh. was rather annoying. i swam 20laps! YAY! within an hour! i know its supe rlong but haha! it wasn't so tiring like it was last time. yayy. i shall swim more often. woots. haha. saw gomez walking out of serangoon gardens when i was on the bus. haha.

took snowy for a walk after that. the dog is getting fat and lazy so he needed one. shall bring him for round 2 tmr. i think he's starting to love his walks instead of plopping down on the roadside all of a sudden. haha.

shannon, bernard and see ann came by my place since they were at bernards place. haha. went chompchomp for my supper and their dinner at 10.30pm. wth.. haha. had the chocolate tauhui! NICEE :D haha. too bad sheila didn't join us. haha. well, had alot of fun today. weeee~

man my hols are gonna be so darn busy!
24-26th nov trip to m'sia at some keylong :D
3-7th dec holiday!
17-19th dec amazing race + chalet
21-22nd dec OGL training camp
25th dec CHRISTMAS!! :D
26th dec orientation preparation

and i still have to fit in some time to study for Econ's R paper. RAHHHH~
alright im going BYEEEEEE (:

2007-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

WOOOH! i'm finally blogging after more than a month. exams OVER :D im finally free.. got back results and stuff. and im promoted! hur hur. was such a worry wart before results were out. heh (: so now all i got to concentrate on is CHINESE(yuck) which is on monday and PW which is on the 6th- the last day. rah! PW sucks like HELL! never disliked a subject so much in my life. ugh. so glad that its almsot over.

now there's a million things to look forward to (:
shopping! holiday! sleepovers! CHRISTMAS! OGL and many more outings. can't wait. oh yeah. i've decided to drop to a 3H2 1H1 combi. hurr.. physics was just too much to handle. don't understand half of it. lols. oh well.. hopefully all goes well next ear. this means i only have to take 1 R paper! YAHHH :D

okay got all those stuff out. wooh~ feels great.

oh yeah. its so weird that im dreaming alot these few days! normally i dream like.. once a month? but now i dream practically everynight and its about 6 dreams per night! how freaky. no wonder i'm not sleeping well. hurh.. i think im such a pig. sleeping, eating, being a potato couch. hah.. no wonder im still fat.

i so need to lose weight. RAHHH!

oh yeah whats weirder is that im getting really moody. i could be in a really good mood and suddenly my mood just drops. its scary. just dont know whats wrong with me. im so full of self pity. but yeah i do feel like my life is jinxed. gahhh~ whatever. there's just too many things that i cant say out. it'll make me sound like some selfish self pity idiot.

girl needs to feel some loving here (: BYE

2007-09-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.

01] - i have to sit on the left side of the bus AND it must be a window seat so that i can sleep.
02] - a have a knack for laughing at mostly anything. even things that arent that funny.
03] - when i study i like to put my legs on the table. hahaha! its comfortable :D
04] - when this go wrong i curse in my head.
05] - i dont like leaving my food lying around. i simply have to eat and finish it straight away.
06] - i smile alot :D
07] - give people different first impressions. i'm either fierce, dao or a bimbo. how extreme is that.
08] - i hate making people upset or even hearing people being angry upset or anything. i'll jsut get downright emo.
09] - i get cold really really really easily.
10] - i'm a kid at heart. i still watch cartoons (:

2007-08-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Is there any possible way to get a new respiratory system? cause the one i have right now just sucks. I'm breathing through ONE nostril. GAH! The mucus is never ending and my nose is forever blocked. When i blow my nose, my ears get blocked. hurrr.. i thought i was getting better but im getting worst by the day. yeech~

since i'm sick, i've decided not to train today. Instead, i studied! :D but, it seems like infomation just wouldn't stay put in my brain. rah..

lecture test today was HORRID! i thought i could do at least okay, but, HAH i'm so gonna flunk it again. why cant i just be so damn smart. grr~

i should sleep now. its late. BYE (:

2007-08-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

Well the scene begins
A little girl was crying
And the light in the hallway is dim
And she sits right back
And thinks of a reason
Why nothing will fall into place

She gets more and more curious
With everyday
More furious in every way

She screams out loud,
"Why's it happening to me?"
And the answer is it's meant to be

She's on her knees and begging please
She wonders... If there's Somebody Out There
To make things wrong, to make things right
It might be that there's Somebody Out There

She was amongst the crowd
The people they walk by
She questions why they'll have to die

If its part of our lives
So beautiful and precious
She knows that she shouldn't be afraid
Of all this

Somebody Out There
There's times that she hates you
There's times that she thanks you
And hopes that you might understand
It gets hard that I'm here
So many things to fear
But its all just a sign that you're near

2007-08-19T14:25:00.001+08:00

this is so darn amusing. i'm reading all my old testimonials from my friendster account. those were the days man. HELL FUNNEH! lols..

go try it! it sure does bring back good memories :D

2007-08-11T12:45:00.000+08:00

hur hur. i love this skin :D
actually all that i like is just the picture. the background is too bright but i cant get rid of it so it has to stay.

i've nothing to blog but i'm supposed to be panicking and saying I NEED TO STUDY! i need to but rahh i just dont know where to start.
i dont want to retain..
i dont want to take R papers. AHHH!

bye (:

2007-07-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

running, subway, openhouse, streamboat, fireworks, awesome friends, excellent worship, laughter, nonsensical games, simpsons movie, great fellowship, hugs, what more is there to say (:

2007-07-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

Deathly Hallows was GREAT! JK Rowling is a genius! (:
sighh.. harry is just too nice. awesome. totally awesome. i shan't put spoilers for you. but i think the book was really emotion from the start. the fights and the loves and everything just great :D haha. I LOVE IT :D realise it's not past tense. haha! (:

Order of the Phoenix movie wasnt too bad (: just dont recall the book and its pretty good :D we shouldnt expect too much out of it.

oh yeah, apparently a new big craze is going to come soon. some new book about a boy alchemist or something by the same publisher as Harry Potter (: hopefully it'll be great.

anyway, i've been thinking to myself and i think i've changed alot. i'm no longer someone who has my own opinion and i've lost my confidence over the past few years. great.

well a new day beings soon. BYE (:

2007-07-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

stupid, fat, dumb, selfish, idiotic, self-centered, low self-esteem, lazy, lousy, good for nothing. ME.

how could i even thought of it. maybe i thought i was just too good when in fact im exactly the opposite. hurr. there's too many more out there better. much MUCh better than ME.
can't believe that i thought it could happen again since its happened before. hah.
guess God is trying real hard to tell me something but i guess im not listening. and im very sure i wont be for a long long time. seems like my luck has ran out. on the very day i stepped into VJ. maybe not all of my luck, but regarding things that i wished had happened. i hoped, i wanted, i REALLY wanted. i might have even lusted. but now, i lost. things had seemed too good to be true. i'm getting too big for my boots. mabye i'm here for a lesson. my life seem's screwed up now. i've got too much regrets AND too much work to do till i dont know where to start anymore. anyone willing to be my timetable-ist?

i think i'm turning into a pessimist but i seriously cant help it. i'm in the very mood to bitch as well. i believe its because of PMS. but i shall refrain because i know that i'm not exactly in the right frame of mind. so i'll shut up even though i really want to post it out.

what's so good about 13.5? no one's gonna guess what 13.5 means and i'm not telling. hurr.

one word for you - clingy.
another word : ernie.
one last one : horny bastard :D

HAHA! this made me laugh.

2007-07-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

i'm bored and i did tremendously horribly for nationals (as usual but this time its much worse). had 7th for triple and 11th for long. how nice. pahhh.. i never seem to get things right for nats where it matters most. gah. so here's some stupid quiz while i wait for dinner.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next
button to get your answer.
3. You must write that title of that
song down no matter how silly it
sounds!

If someone says ''is this okay?'' you
say?
hands open

What would best describe your
personality?
dance with me tonight

What do you like in a guy/girl?
as lovers go

How do you feel today?
i'll try

What is your life's purpose?
pressure ( hmmm )

What is your motto?
catch your wave

What do your friends think of you?
when the stars go blue

What do you think of your parents?
you're all i have ( NICE! )

What do you think about very often?
make you mine ( HAHA! )

What do you think of your besties?
eyes wide open

What do you think of the person you
like/love?
say ok

What do you want to be when you grow
up?
same side of the moon

What do you think when you see the
person you like/love?
4 ever

What do your parents think of you?
disenchanted

What will you dance to at your wedding?
i've got you

What will they play at your funeral?
photobooth

What is your hobby/interest?
broken wing

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
can't stop gotta date with hate.

What do you think of your friends?
house od wolves ( LOLS! )

What song will be the subject when you
repost?
Good Day. ( yeah right..)

this is so friggin nonsense..

2007-07-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

Father, bring your lost sheep home.
Please, now more than ever.

i need you, but you're still so far away. I'm trying to let you in, but somehow the door to my heart is locked, unwilling. Maybe some invisible force field is keeping you away, i don't know.
sigh.

two words : I'm Screwd.
one last word : HELP!

2007-06-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

i'm bored even though i should be mugging my ass off after my expectations of 4 U's. so here goes..

When did you first :
1. Fell in love - 13
2. Lost someone close to you - never
did.
3. Drank alcohol - 6. my sister gave me wine to drink. haha!
4. Smoked - never did.
5. Got kissed - the moment i was born?
6. Went to the hospital - the moment i was born.
7. Got your heart broken? - dunno?
8. Lost a pet - 15. someone stole my dog!
9. Got arrested - never did.
10. Broken a bone - never did.
11. Got a job - never did.
12. Got cheated on - never.
13. Rode the city bus alone? - 10
14. Went to a concert/pub? - 14
15. Got a cell phone - 12
16. Snuck out of the house - 13?
17. Drove a car? - 14. it was in my dreams. haha
18. Fighting school? - 12? haha sort off
19. Your 1st brutal fighting?? never had one.
20. How old are you now - 17 my gosh im old

im gonna go mug now! BYE

2007-06-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

HO (: im finally blogging again after a week.
im getting lazier now. haven't felt like doing ANYTHING for the past month! okay except watching tv and more drama series and shopping.. i need retain theraphy. studying for mid-years is DEPRESSING! sighh..

anyway, i'm finally back from track camp :D YAY! i thought it was quite fun although we lazed around the chalet quite a bit. still we had fun playing bridge, dai dee, bbq, playing nonsense games like killer move, ZHA and the nu nai game. HAHA! megan and sui hui are damn funny! lols.
oh the bbq was AWESOME :D hahaha. thanks to shawn chook(?) i had the best bbq chicken wings ever :D YAYYYY~ and i had satay and sotong and that asparagus wrapped in bacon was damn nice. haha.
oh yes, i walked old changi hospital! somehow it wasnt scary? oh there was this brand new sofa in the middle of some room! was freaky la! i saw the sofa as pink but the rest saw it was YELLOW! : thank goodness thiru saw it as pink too! HUR HUR :D the only other shock i got was when james suddenly stopped at the bottom of the stairs while person and i were right behind me. he gave the two of us a huge shock la! and he suddenly said " OMG! there are 2 doors!". what an anti-climax. hurhur..
anyway i did bond with a few more people. yay! (:

oh yes! this stupid person strained her hamstring on monday. sighh. i KNEW it was coming la. how does it have to be so close to nationals. rahhhh~ lucky its better now but somehow im scared to run fast or jump.
didn't compete in todays vjc "friendly" meet! lols. so instead i helped ms yu with high jump. man i never knew being and official for high jump was so tiring and HOT! i got bloody sunburned la! POOTS. i've got damn ugly tan lines now. sighhh.. im so hot that im radiating heat :D haha IM HOT! :D k kidding..
i ate thaipan just now! YAY! cravings for butter squid is now satisfied. now, i'm simply getting FAT! diee~

BYE :D mug mug mug. sighh

2007-06-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

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ho ho. my widget! (:
cheryl is going to get D's, E's S's & U's for her midyears. congratulate her. thanks.
so so dead. i think i'm gonna cry. sighh..
so much for holidays. i really want to get out of Singapore.
lets go travel the world and forget this place (:
FREEDOM!

oh bleach 128 is out! YAY :D but its stupid fillers. nayy~

2007-05-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

I haven't blogged in a long time. Couldn't really be bothered anymore anyway. ho ho ho. Holiday's are exactly fun. studying, training, studying, training, PW.. bahhhhhhh~ i hate PW.

the queen of toilets reigns on her thrown.
thanks to Mum's tea i spent a quarter of my morning in the toilet.

it takes a lot of complications to simplify life.
don't get it? don't try.

Try This:
01 go to goole.com
02 click more and go to Maps
03 click Get Directions and Type in New York to Paris
04 read line 21.
05 if you find it funny, repost this (:
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too lazy to do it?
line 21 - "swim across the Atlantic Ocean"
LOLS!

2007-05-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

cheryl is happy and high and in a laughing mood today (:

cheryl got 15/25 for econs essay
cheryl got 21/30 for chinese oral

i'm proud of it :D
HAHA! but its not really good since i actually had the answer key :/
shit..
never mind it's a GOOD head start (:
gotta thank God for it. guess it is sort of a sign from God to tell me to study and stop feeling stupid cause i actually CAN pass. i hope hope hope this carries on. GO CHERYL :D

training was super tiring today. i was high before training. got tired during weights and got high on the way home again. hope my highness stays on till i finish studying for chem SPA tmr :/

anyway, yesterday's bible study session was rather cool. talked about the need to prove God's existance and how we could actually prove it. its quite CHIM actually but COOL :D

oh i also learnt that parallel lines DO come into contact. at point infinity (: hur hur..
gotta go BYEE (:

2007-05-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

RARH!
I seriously miss life when it was much easier.
Talking to oh tian hwee really made me wish life was simplier.

[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
IM SICK OF SCHOOL
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
i wanna quit school
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
hahaha
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
who doesnt la
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
and live in a caravan park, playing music and smoking weed
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
OH MAN
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
i wouldnt mind joining you
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
just not the weed part
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
haha
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
HELL WHAT?!
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
the weed is the best part
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
perpetual high
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
hahaha
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
nahhhh
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
i'll just chew straw
HWEE* tied together with a smile says:
and be ole yankee doodle
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
>.>
[SaD.Yesterday] ` On his face is a map of the world says:
no country hillibillys

Haha! (: I really wouldn't mind. Why do we have to live such stereotypish lives?? sigh.
I want to travel round the world :D best job for that is being an air stewardess, but thats out of the questions. hurrr~

Seriously, I don't see a point in studying anymore. Actually, its more of , I'm really sick of studying, not knowing what I want and where the hell I want to go. Somehow, I'm feeling more and more demoralised studying. Everything I do makes me feel that I'm not good enough. Everyone around me is just so smart and just too good while I'm just, well, average. Gah.

God is somehow drifting further and further away from my life and I just don't know how to get back too him. It's just that I'm skeptical about a lot of things and I'm having a lot of doubts. Like how Hillsongs and Planetshakers concerts are practically rock concerts instead of a worship session and the issue about tongue speaking. Of course there are other things. It's just that I can't really figure them out yet. I still believe in God and Jesus. I just lost the close feeling and the passion for Christ. I'm feeling helpless now. I've stopped praying somehow. I don't even know what to say to Him anymore. I'm even afraid to go to Him cause of all the sins I've commited. Yes, He is an ever forgiving God but don't you ever have that feeling that God is too good for you and you're too unworthy to even talk to him? 2 years of doubts is alot. I need and want to get back to him. I guess I have a problem with commitment and communication. I think i have lots of problems. Or mabe, I'm just a really pessimistic person. Who knows? God knows.
I need help..

2007-05-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

no time no time!
no time to read
no time to sleep
no time to rest
no time to study
no time for tv
no time for friends
no time to stop
no time to pause
no time no time AT ALL!

seriously. time is passing *snap* just like that. i'm amazed i found TIME to blog at all. so much to do but no time to finish at all..

weekend assignments
01 chinese compo
02 GP compre
03 study for physics lecture test
04 study for econs test

it may not sound alot but it IS a lot. it gets worst as somehow my brain cannot think at all! i couldnt think of what to write for either chinese compo or GP compre. example? in the 30mins given to write some of the chinese compo, i wrote 9 words. HAH! how rocks is that. moreover i'm actually starting to reconsider WTH i'm doing in vj. i'm actually feeling real stupid and dumb in class. and i'm such a slacker, sleeping in practically every lecture. how in the world do people actually cope with it? i'm getting so much lack of sleep thats why i actually sleep in lectures. i can barely study after training how the hell am i gonna pass. you might think i'm nuts about trying to pass every thing but somehow it means alot to me. somehow i just have to prove myself. why? i don't really know. its like why can't i just be some smart ass who don't really have to study much to know whats going on? or what can't i be a damn pro jumper? why can't i be this? why can't i be that?

so much for self love. its hard since there's so much more people around me, BETTER than me and i can't live up to that standard. seriously, what the hell am i doing. who the hell am i...

sometimes i just wish i am i really good writer or musicians. emotions are hard to express. they just bottle up inside me and never disappear. they'll all come out again every year.

where's the bbf you really need?
i wish life was simply "happily ever after"
life is so damn unfair..

2007-05-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

econ's a bitch &
chinese just plain sucks.

pardon me for not being polite.
HELLO (:

well, the week was fine. somehow time passed by real quick! its like as though one second is half a second? dont' get it? never mind.. well, my long days don't feel so long anymore and econs lectures seem more bareable (maybe cause i'm sleeping in every lecture). the only thing that i still really dislike is econ's tutorial. blame the tutor. RAH! somehow she goes round and round the point but never get there. i've having an essay test tmr and the question comes from my tutorial. sadly i still have NO idea how to answer the questions. all except one which is the simplest out of anything! shit. i'm so dead.

having a chinese yan yu test tmr and i have to memorise 50 of them! YUCK! worst still im supposed to take this test onlien but my computer doesnt type chinese words. and this thing is counted. double shit double yuck.

ohh physics SPA was fine other than the fact that i put a gazillion sig. figs which is WRONG! damn~

training is getting tough now! 4x12 reps for weights?! not fun. i'm so gonna enjoy myself tmr.

my group has to re-do our GPP cause we cant jstify that Roger E. Billings is already a groundbreaker. shit. i HATE project work.

i'm webcamming with val now and HAHA its so fun! you smelly feet girl I LOVE YOU :D

peace out! HO HO (:

2007-04-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

ITS SUNDAY! technically its monday already but whatever..

woke up with no mood to go to sentosa so i dressed from church, until i suddenly got messages asking me what im wearing to church so FINE i saw it as a sign that i should go for the mini excursion to sentosa and re-dressed for a sentosa outing.

well the trip started out boring but it got more fun after a while (: playing captain ball in the water was somehow fun. haha.. had lunch at vivo carls junior after that. we took a REALLLY long time to search for it! hahaha! it was rather hilarious since me, wan qi and TOOT were trying to disguise that we didnt really know the way. hur hur. lucky we somehow found it. yay us :D

came home, did a little of math tutorial then went to vivo AGAIN to celebrate mum & dad's birthday as well as their aniversary (: how cool is that. hur hur.. dad was rather sotong since his completely missed 2 turnings and we took double the tim eto get to vivo. we ate at Diao Xiao Er. food there is GOOOOOOOOD~ haha. shopped a little after that and headed home.

had durian cake :D yummm~
alright i better go sleep now (: physics SPA tmr! YIKES!

if it makes you happy,
then it isnt so bad.
if it makes you happy,
then why the hell are you so sad

2007-04-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

TGIF! :D
wrote a horrible GP essay today, ponned math lecture and got caught by mr teo, cut my finger on the umbrella ( how dumb can i go ), got my shoes and socks wet, ate fish and co and went for drama night (:

i saw VALAWEEEE :D and timmy and joshua and desmond and joel and jovina. hurhur. so exiting. drama night was awesome! was comical and intriuging. coolness :D

fish and co was pretty good! just that i couldn't finish my food and i'm broke now. the remainder of my food went to the rubbish bins ( the guys ). hurr..

oh yes, phy said that if she didn't know me she would have thought that i was a BIMBO! WHYYY PHY WHY! sighh.. am i really a bimbo?? ugh..

cant believe i cut my finger! ): dumb dumb.. now it has a really deep cut. it metal part practically sliced my finger. now i have a plaster on it. poots.. i have an immobile finger now! haha..

alright i need sleep. GOODNIGHT :D

2007-04-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

somehow it seems quite true. hur hur~im hardworking! HAHA xD

2007-04-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was.. i have no idea what to say?
jumps were terrible but i felt okay since i actually expected. sadly i was pushed from 3rd to 6th! ): damn tail wind! RAHH~ i embaressed myself by tripping when approaching the take off board. rah.

met up with the class after that. ho ho most of the day was spend stoning, waiting, walking, stopping talking. haha. my class is seriously SLOW in getting to do things. hur hur.. oh we watched the Break- Up in the E-Max room upstairs of cine and man did it suck! stupid ending. hur hur..

the day was boring yet eventful somehow. ketchup eating competition, dressing up bernard and basically chilling. haha. i realised i spendt alot of money EATING and DRINKING! shit.. shows how much of a pig i am. rahh~

alright i better get down to work. i spend the day going to church, eating lucnh. coming home to sleep for 1.5hrs and watching tv for another hour.

i've got work to be completed tmr! SHIT.

2007-04-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

lesson of the day ( yesterday)
NEVER sleep in the bus when you're too damn tired.
stupid girl slept in the bus and i overshot my stop! i ended up at AMK! pffts..
this shows how much PI had tire me.

training yesterday was shit too! run up was and is going to be screwd. my jumps was and is going to be screwd. tmr's gonna be a bad day! rahhh! oh we had half day yesterday! ho ho :D only had 2 periods of chinese. hur hur..

today was HORRID! GP compre was so damn friggin hard! i have no idea how audrey managed to complete it. math test was disgusting. i am SO going to FAIL! ): i feel dumb dumb!

had an impromptu class lunch! haha. so much for me coming home to study. class lunch lead to a super duper ultra long chat! hahah! me, shannon, jingxuan, see ann and hui ting talked from 4 to 830! isnt that long! but it was "fruitful" in a way. shant say why..

this girl was a bitch! :X

competition tmr is S-C-R-E-W-E-D!
no no cheryl shall think positively! GO CHERYL GO!
YEAH RIGHT~

VAL I MISS YOU SHITS :D
i just want to give you a hug and talk day and night long with you (:
LOVE MISS NEED YOU!

2007-04-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

PI makes me fucking swear..
damn pissed at it.. what she wants is THERE! is she BLIND!
rahhhhhhhhh~
the lack of sleep is making me cranky too..
i practically slept the whole day la. freaks.
ponned chinese today. hur hur..

YAY for VJC :D
won overall girls and 3rd for guys in cross country. ho ho..

finally saw OH TIAN HWEEE! :D hahaha! stupid thing suddenly disappeared after that.

oh i knwo my PW group.
me, jingxuan, bernard, andrew and danni.

ho ho. hopefully things turn out good

im still pissed. fuck

2007-04-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

know why HWEE HWEE is still awake at this time?
cause she ahd stupid PI to do! RAHHH!
thank goodness i finished it although i think it's a really really lousy piece of work.
had church today! and stupid girl forgot to bring her phone out, so i had to kop my sisters phone. hur hur. worship session was good (: i really comitted all to God. somehow i couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with i dont know what.

freedom. i need and breathe freedom.
release me from these shackles that hold me down.
fly..

somehow these days im getting annoyed at dad. he just irritates me.
let me do what i want. i'm 17!

pass 2 day's i've been super pissy in the morning and i get weirdly insane at night. hurr~
OH i got 2nd for triple jump at nat jnrs! could have gotten first! RAHH! stupid me underboard by 1 and a half foot. which meant that i could have jumped a 11.4? thats close to record! UGH. nevermind (:

yupp. anyway, went to the lib to look for reference books for STUPID PI (: read through chem lecture notes after that. poor me had to sit on the floor! my butt ached really badly after that adn the lib was super duper cold! i was freezing!

met house comm people after that for dinner! ate surf n turf and then yami yogurt! hur hur. house comm rocks! i'm actually still sad that i pulled out! RAHHH~

tmr hwee hwee shall have eyebags.
DIEEE~
NIGHTS or shall i say MORNING!

2007-04-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

its the middle of the week once more. man time does fly! it already week 4 of term 2! in 2months time it'll be mid years! sighhh.. so damn screwed. i've math and chem test next week and i haven't studied. sure to flunk. pahhh~

well the week has been alright. jumps are getting better :D yes yes. happy. ho ho. triple jump this weekend. hopefully i get top 3 or even better top 2 :D ho ho..

i'm not keeping up with tutorials AHHHH! i feel stress. ugh~

i didn't get tickets for Musicfest.
soccer won Hwa Chong 1-0
softball guys won hwa chong too! YAY!
i think the girls did too. YEAHHHH! :D

okay thats for blogging. HAH! nights.

2007-04-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

my stupid sickness just got worst. pffftsss..
at least it got better in the afternoon after 2 spoonful of pi pa gao, some other medicine and a packet of nin jiom sweets. HAH (:
i'm so herbal!

wen to watch nats jnrs today. as expected juniors came in top 3. then the weather became horrid! i drew the conclusion that Stefan brings the rain. haha! that's because everytime durings nats jnr the day he has to jump, it always rains super heavily. my theory proved right! when stefan appeared at the jump pit it rained SUPER heavily with thunder and lightning. HAHA!

because it was raining, sitting at the stadium was an utter waste of time! sheesh.. it rained and rained and rained...

i managed to get bubble tea! YAYY! hahaha..

oh today tv is nice!i watched A Walk To Remember and Little Mermaid 2. HAHA! call me childish if you wish but i LOVEEEE disney movies. ho ho..
alright i better go BYEEE

2007-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

shit.
i am DAMN sick!
every 5 seconds or some [it sounds exaggerated i know] i have this urge to cough.
my cough sounds more like a wheeze.. like some old man.
rahhh...

anyway today's service was really impactful. although the dimming of the lights meant that we couldn't really see what words on the inserts but it was really good. it somewhat made feel what Jesus felt on that day.

went to PS for breakfast. i ate hotcakes! :D remind me NEVER to drench my hotcakes with butter and maple syrup.. it makes it soggy. eeww. bought shoes :D since most of mine is pokkai already.

headed home, watched Bleach (yeah babeh! super exciting! ), chatted, ate, painted my toenails ( sarah called me vain.. ) and did not do my work. double shit..

gonna meet PERSON tmr and we shall head down to gombak to study and watch the races. YEAH :D exciting exciting. must study... pffts.
alright its time i sleep. i've been complaining of the lack of sleep but i'm not sleeping early at all! GOODNIGHT! (:

2007-04-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

i've quit house comm.
I FEEL SO SADDDDD ):
sigh.

3 months of sweet memories...

2007-04-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

should i quit or not?
freak..
mr tan is asking me to quit house comm.
RAHHHH!
sighh.

oh yeah and i'm sick.
its like flu i think?
pfffts..

i sneezed at least 14 times today already.
and i peed so much cause of the water i drank.
sheesh.

2007-04-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

commitment. priority. rules. regulations. consequences. what ifs. God. devil. heaven. earth. sin. judgement. freedom... FREEDOM.

so much for freedom. freedom from sin but not freedom for self. i want my chains to be broken. freedom from everything.

i don't really know what i want.
there's just too many things to be saved from.

isn't just believing enough?

2007-03-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

2007-03-31T17:03:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
hell week is over! thank GOD its over. i think i've never had so little sleep in my life! i've been running on adrenaline the whole week with 4hours sleep daily! i need my precious daily 8 hour sleep. with school ending at 4, training ending at 730 and cheerleading practice ending at 11?! i really wonder how in the world i managed to survived that.

well sports day went pretty well. sadly i didn't get my 150bucks. bet i jinxed it! nahhh actually it was basically due to the lack of sleep. all in all i think i did pretty okay. 3 silvers and a bronze. cheerleading was pretty cool too! haha. forgot some steps along the way but oh well. the stupid PA system screwd up our routine music! friggin annoying. the music was skipping and at every pause there was, the emcee's would say "thank you aquila for the spectacular performance!" when we're not even done. sheesh.

anyway Aquila won overall :D YAY AQUILA! hahaha. h oh i got my house nom badge and i think i look weird. RAHH! but oh well... oh yeah house speech is coming up! DIIEEEEE! i hate speeches and i think there's no way i'll amuse the crowd. sighh.. shit shit..

went to suntec after that for dinner. haha. got home about 12+. and i cleaned up and slept straight away. had 12 hours of sleep and i'm still lethargic. didn't get up to go for Youth Sunday practice. shucks. im so dead tmr. i think i'm gonna lose my voice anyway cause of cheerleading. hur hur..

alright i've got loads of work to do! damn.. re-do my PI and econs essay to be handed up on monday! BYE (:

jealousy & there's just too many rules.

2007-03-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

im finally bloggin again! (:
YES! and its like 12.45am. tomorrow is Arts Day so its not THAT bad that im awake at such a late hour. yes this is a late hour for me. Cheryl needs her daily dose of 8hr minimum sleep! sadly she isnt getting any these few days.

SPH relays over the weekend was pretty alright. got 3rd for 4x200m due to some good luck of ours. haha. sports day is this weekend! AHHHH! cheerleading isnt done, house decor and identity isnt done too! but i must say we made quite a good amount of progress in cheerleading. stunts are going to be a bit of a problem though :/

project work has finally started and BOY does it SUCK! i've finally completed my stupid PI which was due 45mins ago. sighh. what "luck" i have. its gonna continue being a busy, hectic and absolutely disgustingly week. thank God for laughter moments to keep me alive. yesterday i was pissed, tired and RAHHHHHH! needed coffee with sugar and ice to keep me awake in order to write the first half of my PI. sighh..

events for the remaining week
Tomorrow - Arts Day, cheer pract, decor
Thurs - school, training, cheer prac
Friday - school, sports day, cheerleading, bible study, maybe house commer or tracker outing.
Sat - rehearsal for Youth Sunday, SISTER'S BIRTHDAY! ( no present bought yet! SHIT! ) timmy's party
Sunday - Youth Sunday, Kexin's Birthday ( no present yet too! )

pahhhhhhhh... term 2 sucks. ever since the year started, i couldnt keep up with the dates. pfffts. alright. i'll go sleep now! FINALLY (: YES!

your laughter and smile AND NONSENSE! (:

2007-03-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
YAWNS! ):

cheryl isnt in a good mood these days! pffts. sport day is drawing near, SPH is just this weekend, cheerleading isnt done, decors and identities for sports day isnt finished, no tutorials done, lectures are not understooded, training is tiring, i've not been home before 11 since sunday and its going to continue like that till next friday & red flag is supposed to be done but its hasnt started!
GRAHHH! im pissed..
pissed
pissed..
guess you got the idea..

doing the stupid GP essay research now and NOTHING is going into my head.
sighhh..

hopefully SPH goes well..
ciao (:

2007-03-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

holiday is almost over! AHHH! i cant believe it. sighh..
i've been pretty busy during the hols. training, house comm camp, and bs was enough to take up the whole hols. so much for rest.. worst still, i have a chem test on wed and i havent studied! rumours had it that if we don't pass, we have chem remedial! SHITS! ): hopefully i pass! i barely understand anything i studied.. sighh..

house comm camp was more oh a 36hr outing. lols (: played shi zi lu kou on the first day and did some cheer thing the next day. oh i love our cheer :D ve are indians vrom aquila :D stayed over at yiruis place since the school didn't allow us to bunk in school. i love yirui's husky! so pretty.. haha.

had cheerleading just now and we wasted half the time waiting for latecomers. sheesh. we've only covered 1min of the whole thing! this is so so bad! sighers.. hopefully i can remember the steps! haha. its so confusing. rahhh...

alright im blogging for the sake of blogging. haha.

VALAWEE I MISS YOU! ):

2007-03-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

RAHHH! yesterday was a lousy day.
my mood : 97% PISSED, 3% happy

100m i beat ashley :D YAY! sadly its only heats. hur hur... i MUST MUST MUST beat her in finals so i can get 150bucks. YAYY! sighh not easy..

triple basically sucked like anyones business! i had a personal WORST of 9.36m! even my first attempt at triple jump was way better than THAT! ultimate digust.. my best jump was a mere 10.05cm. beat phy by 3cm. RAH! disgusting revolting repulsive ghastly.. you get the point.

was super emo after that. emo-ed all the way home. in the mids of her emoness cheryl forgot to take her pencil box and file home. ROCKS!

irwin didnt appear after jumps so i had no massage ): it so happened that i had lots of pains that day. rahh.

rushed home after that since dad's uni friend's family came over for dinner. man his friends kids are HUGE! they're 19 and 22 and they're BODYBUILDERS! my gosh.. ate seafood and had chilli crab which cheered me up (:

cheerleading was cancelled today and there was relay training at the same time! hansen told me about it yesterday but when i recieve the msg that cheerleading was cancelled, training slipped my mind and i went back to sleep. kenji had to cal me at 930! HAHA! oops.. i feel so guilty rahh..

spent the whole day watching tv. what a waste of tim but what entertainment i had (:
nothing much to say now. BYE (:

2007-03-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

CHERYL is craving for MUD PIE'S, CHEESECAKES, MARS BARS and CARAMEL FRAPPACCHINO! :D :D
*notice that they're really fattenning?*
rahhhhh~
orientation two was a complete waste of time! sorry if this discourages any OGL's and SC people but it really was. i sould have simply ponned the whole thing but good stuff still came out from these two days.
had quite a good time mass dancing and chatting with the class in the tree house. heehee..
oh its so sad that s44 has to say goodbye to cheryl, vicki, jun kai, min yang and chang cheng.
sighhhh..
got new people anyway. out of 5 new people, 3 are PRC scholars. rah! im sorry.

yupp. anyway had training today and it was super easy! YAY! went to pastamania with PHY( phy you see your name again you JINXER!) and i emo-ed AGAIN!

miss all teh times we ( me val sophie nessa dipna ) went to pastamania to eat lunch during hols..
sighh.. it sure does bring back fond memories. I MISS YOU ALL! ): sighness...

righty.. tmr there's triple jump finals and 100m heats for sports day! RAH! and i believe there's 2.4km mock test tmr as well. AHHH! die!
hopefully i can do well for sports day i want my 150bucks! haha.
alright gotta go peeps. LOVEE! :D

2007-03-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

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i hate being alone. i get so darn bloody emo. damn the thoughts that run through my head. my wants, my lusts, friends, best friends, no friends, parents, freedom, pressure, confidence, looks, God, school, intelligence, ME.

i worry to much and it sucks. help me..

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darn it! the taiwanese show i was watch 'hana kimi' ended with a splat. they build up such a big climax only to end with some dumb ending. UGH! so much for a nice show. i knew the ending wouldn't be good since there's 15 episodes which is WAY to short! rahhh! i'm disappointed in the show! ): 'it started with a kiss'is MUCH BETTER :D YAY!

now that i've finally finished watching my shows, its time for me to get busy and down to work. pahhh. oh yeah TODAY WE HAD A FULL DAY OFF! YEAHH :D thanks to the remarkable results of the year 3's. sadly i had training so me and phy did time keeping for sports day and carried on with training after that. we finished training in record time! really wonder how the hell we managed to use up 3 hours to complete training. sheesh.

20m x 10 shuttle run is NO fun AT ALL! i died after set 6. ms yu is mad!
cheryl is bored bored bored! no one entertains her now. she has no friends. poo.

2007-03-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

i am offically a house comm nom (: YAY?
i'm still pretty indecisive about continuing the house comm chase. im quite scared that i wont be able to cope with everything else since i actually appealling into vjc with my uber lousy point compared to my 6 pointer classmates and i have track which makes me exhausted everyday 3 times a week and thats almost enough. rahhh! if house comm is going to take up alot of time i might consider (again) giving up the spot. poots.

anyway house comm noms are really nice :D we've been meeting everyday since wed! my gosh. thank goodness we finally cleared what we needed to discuss yesterday, bought paint, banners cloth and put the the old banners by today. YAY! its sounds super easy but somehow i'm super tired today. rahh...

guess my fatigue was due to bible study at aunty jane's place and i got back at midnight! poots. i slept like a log throughout the night and almost didn't hear my alarm at all. maybe simply because my phone sucks at the moment since the loud speakers arent working AT ALL! i want a new phone!

oh yeah yesterday dear kenji finally got dunked! belated birthday present with compliments from the trackers :D we dunked, floured, egged and watered him! lols. i like my special concoction! flour, egg, h2o, water and water melon bits all in one :D hopefully kenji doesnt see this cause its super gross haha. we were all super terrified after his "present"and ran into hiding. haha. FUN :D
jeo you're next in line!

anyway i liked yesterdays bible study. it kinda gave me the answer's i've been looking for for the past year. thank you God (: attempted to play tennis after that but i failed to a great extent! i serve the ball till it is WAY out of court and almost flew out the whole place and i canNOT return a serve ball. RAHH! i want to learn how to play tennis! haha.

guess everything i want to do has to wait till after A's now.
people please remind me that i have have have must must must STUDY!
anyone willing to mug with me? i need tuition desperately!

love y'all :D